Monday, December 10, 2007

Prada hp on my birthday

I haven't been updating for a long time.

My Lao gong bought a Prada hp on my birthday on that day itself. I was so happy.



But we caught up with some hiccups at M1. The Prada phone was selling at $488 for my plan as I was using the higher end plan. But the Customer Service Officer wanted to charge me at $688 by giving the reason that the promotion was over. I'm not stupid as I had given a call to M1 on that morning to confirm the price at $488. It's $200 difference. Not just $2.

I sarcastically told the person that M1 is so good that the price changed on the same day within 5 hours when I had made a call to M1 in the morning to confirm the price and even checked their system in M1 outlet.

I waited for more than 15 min (with a long queue behind me) for the person to check the actual price for me and the person confirmed the price of $488 saying that the price was specially for me as the system at M1 outlet was not updated and the price of $688 was correct. That means that the M1 Customer Service hotline system was not updated as well since the CS officer told me the price of $488.

M1 should update their "whatever" system to make minimal mistakes. It's not professional to have double pricing and make the customer wait. If I didn't call and check their system, Lao gong will be tricked to pay an additional of $200.

Despite the hiccup, I was happy to receive my new hp. It looks so elegant, like me. *cough*

After using it for around a month, I noticed that there are scratches on the phone. I have been looking for a screen protector but all the shops do not sell Prada hp screen protector.

Fingerprints are easily spotted as it is a touch screen hp. Messaging is slightly difficult on bus or car when the vehicle jerks and I will accidentally pressed the wrong "button".

Other than that, it's easy to navigate around without much complicated functions. To me, a hp is simply to call and message and must look good (on me). Of course, adding camera function is an added point because I can always take photos as and when I want because I do not like to bring my camera around.

Lao gong brought me to California Kitchen to eat on my birthday. I have to say the spaghetti - Marsala Marinara with additional prawns and chicken taste great! The prawn is fresh with a chrunchy bite. I give it 9/10.

We ordered the California Club pizza and it's just an average pizza although it's better than Pizza Hut. Luckily, the pizza is free as I have the Women's Weekly one-for-one voucher. Next, we ordered chocolate souffle cake with a scoop of vanilla ice-cream. The cake just melts into the mouth lingering the mouth with a rich chocolatey taste. When combined with the vanilla ice-cream, it's heavenly.

It's always sweet to have Lao gong to accompany me on my birthday.

Phenomenon on bus and mrt

I have read in LD that there's an phenomenon that some foreign women find a seat by forcing themselves in between two people. So inconsiderate!

Luckily I never meet this before. If I ever meet with this type of experience, I think I will do something disgusting and make sure the person stands up.

Anyway I have sinus and can just sneeze and smear onto my pants, making sure my pants touch the person. If they are disgusting to squeeze in, I will make sure that I will be more disgusting than them. If they scold me or do the same to me, I will definitely scold them back and throw my whole bunch of medicine at them (as I have the habit to carry medicine) telling them that I'm sick and making sure everyone stands by my side. See who wins lor.

I have met with something similar in the mrt where guys like to spread their legs wide as though their dick is damn big and occupying my seat. I just kept on shaking my leg where the guy's leg touched my leg making sure he moved his leg away. Most of the time, it worked but this method failed once before. So I did the disgusting method by sneezing loudly and smeared my mucus onto my pants where he sat. And it works! The person quickly moved his leg away. Sinus is not a bad thing afterall.

So don't ever touch a Scorpio because she's always prepared to return back the "favor". Double.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Indulgence in food

Lao gong is getting pok-kai because of FOOD!. We have been going to restaurants for our meals at least twice a week.

We went to California Kitchen, Lerk Thai, Sketches, Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao, Soup Restaurant, Ichiban Sushi (went there two times), The Soup Spoon (counted?) and Carl's Junior (counted too?) in this month. I do not have the habit of taking photos of the food in Singapore. If I have taken photos of the food, I think we will be the king and queen because we always order so much food.

Moreover we are planning to go to Al Dente at Esplanade, Bistorante Bologna at Marina Mandarin and Bakerzin this week. As for the next week, I guess we have to dine in restaurants as we are going to Genting.

Lao gong complained to me that all his money went on food. But I find that eating good food makes me feel happy. No wonder I'm getting fatter because having good food will make me eat more.

Lao gong knows that I do not like to eat in coffeeshops. I would rather tabao the food from a coffeeshop and eat at home because I do not like people talking loudly in coffeeshops and smokers. Even when there's the yellow line to separate the smokers, my nose is too sensitive that a puff from about three meters away will make me sneeze.

If you notice carefully for a quite crowded coffeeshops or alfresco cafes, most tables are occupied except the tables near to the smoking area. And there are some irritating smokers who purposely smoke outside the yellow box.

I'm starting to have high food indulgence which I must tell myself to stop or else Lao gong will become pok-kai as all the food bill is paid by Lao gong.

Friday, November 09, 2007

Stupid exam

This is the first time I'm feeling so stressed with the upcoming exam on next Monday.

There is so much information to study and worst of all, I don't know what I'm studying. I felt like an useless person without any direction for this particular exam. The tips that the lecturer gave are useless. Basically, it means to study almost all the notes.

I just pray and hope that I can at least score a credit for this module. Pleaasssseeeeeeeeeeeee!

I'm only looking forward on next Monday because I'm going to make my "ayumi" nails after my exam to pamper myself.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Brithday and Genting Thoughts

Yeah! My birthday is coming soon in less than a month. Lao Gong promised to buy a Crème de la Mer and The Refining Facial from La Mer for me as my birthday present. So happy!

Initially when I told him, he thought that it is just another mosituriser that costs less than $100. But when I showed him the price, he almost fainted but he still agreed to buy for me. He wants face so he bobian and has to buy for me since he has agreed.

I have been wanting this mosituriser for a long time but I can't bear to spend $350 plus on a small bottle of moisturiser. If I remember correctly, that will add up to around $500 for both products. I'm not greedy. Just the 30ml CDLM will do.

I felt sad as well. Sad in a way that I'm getting older. A day of 24 hours aren't enough for me as I still need to do lots of things. I want to learn violin and piano. I want to learn to sing better in one of the professional schools. I want to attend more courses especially advance japanese language to enrich myself. I want to go to France to learn the art of baking delicious and appealing cakes. But before going to France, I want more money. So many "I want"! Oh...I want 32 hours a day!

I will be going to Genting with my family and relatives from 27 to 29 Nov 2007. We have booked the whole coach and some of them even have to sit in another coach because there aren't enough seats for all of us. It has been such a long time since we travelled together. I'm looking forward to that day.

I went to Genting in 1990s, 2004 and 2006. Including this year, this is my fourth time. In 2004, I went to Genting with Lao Gong, Anthony, Derrick and his gf (forgotten her name) in early Nov. Five of us (2 couples and a guy who just broke up with his gf) squeezed in a room and poor Anthony even had to sleep on the table and floor. Luckily, Derrick and his gf left the next day and he could sleep on the bed. Anthony told us that he will win lots of money in the casino because "qin2 chang3 si1 yi4, du2 chang3 de2 yi4". In the end, both "si1 yi4". I won some money in 2004 but lost some money in 2006.

In 2006, I went together with my mum, sister, brother and Lao Gong in Dec.

I think I still have the girlish features because everytime I went into the casino, they would definitely check my passport without fail. They didn't even bother to check my sister's passport who is two years younger than I. Probably, she looks like her age or "chao lao"...wahaha. Let's see whether they will check my passport this year again.

I would like to go to the theme park again. But I will not dare to play Space Shot again. My heart cannot take the excitement anymore. Once in 2004 is enough for me. Lao gong even sat in Space Shot twice and Anthony sat three times within a day. I remembered my hands were holding onto the handle bar firmly even before it shot down and I sprained my shoulders. I would never ever sit in Space Shot again. But if someone gave me SIN$1000, that is a different matter.

Monday, October 01, 2007

Hellish Treatment

I don't deserve this type of treatment from hell!

I did not do anything wrong. What's wrong with sleeping at 7pm? I'm just too tired yesterday especially when I haven't been sleeping well for the past few months. Although I do sleep for 6 hours daily, I often wake up with fright. Do you ever understand all these?

You often said that you only sleep for 4 hours but at least for you, you have a soundly sleep. Try waking up everyday suddenly for 3-5 times.

You often said that I have no stress. Let me tell you this: I'm feeling stressed with you. I don't know when your temper will come and suddenly slap me, pulled my hair or even knock my head against the wall.

I admit I make you angry by shouting at you. But do you understand why I shouted? You never ever understand even when I told you. You pea brain will just forget everything that I have said.

I just felt tired so I tried catching a nap at 7pm yesterday. Why couldn't you just wake me up with your sweet voice just like those days in the past but had to shake me hard continuously? Don't act like your father who always shake you to wake you up! I shouted and things started to go wrong. You pulled my hair out of my bed and screamed at me whether I went out with any guys on Sat night leading to the tiredness in me which I didn't even step out of my house at all. Slapping came with twisting on my neck.

I have been waiting for so many years thinking that you will change to the better. Day by day, I waited in vain. I just feel like giving up this relationship.

Friday, September 28, 2007

Mooncakes

A late post on mooncakes because I didn't have the time to upload the photos to my computer. The festival was on 25 September 2007.

Lao gong bought Shangri La white lotus with double yolks mooncakes for my parents on last Saturday as I love to eat their mooncakes and my mum only told me to buy baked mooncakes and she even reminded me to buy with double egg yolks. Initially she told me to buy mooncakes with four egg yolks but where to buy it and that was loaded with high cholesterol!
It's so sinful to eat mooncakes but the crust by Shangri La is extremely thin and the white lotus is smooth and not so sweet as my parents and I do not have a sweet tooth. Some mooncakes will make my throat feel uncomfortable but not Shangri La.



Someone had given my office a box of Hilton mooncakes on Monday. The box resembled a round moon when it is opened. It's exquisite! And there are two cylinders of tea leaves in the box just in case you feel "jelat" after eating too much mooncakes. My sister did not seem to like Hilton mooncakes as she felt that it was slightly drier than Shangri La. She felt that both mooncakes from Shangri La and Hilton are not sweet enough but white lotus is not meant to be sweet.


One of the mooncake was missing as my colleague took one away before I managed to take a photograph with my hp. Can you see the two round cylinders on top? That is tea. One is Jamine Tea and another is Tie Kuan Yin.

Another company gave Raffles the Plaza but was soon grabbed by greedy colleagues including me before I managed to take a picture.
I'm going to grow fatter and fatter as my hands and mouth just don't listen to my brain and I kept on eating the mooncakes. Yummy!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Wallet found

Yeah! Lao gong's wallet was found by a postman and returned to him.

Why is it by a postman?

The person who found the wallet threw it into the postbox and it was found by a postman when he drove to AMK to collect the letters to be sent to SingPost. I should say that the person who picked up Lao gong's wallet must be a Singaporean as all the important documents are still intact including the ezlink card. Even all the credit cards are intact. The toto ticket is in the wallet as well. Only Singaporeans know that these documents are untouchable as it will trigger off the security alarm if they used it especially the toto ticket.

Although the wallet is clearly shown that it had been scratched by fingernails or something sharp, I'm thankful to the person who placed in the postbox but not threw it away into the dustbin. Probably, the person must be angry that the wallet only contains less than $50 and with so many cards that he can't even use.

I'm greatly thankful to the malay postman who called to Lao gong on Monday based on his namecard in the wallet and helped lao gong to keep the wallet so that Lao gong can collect from him on Wed. He could not collect from him on Tue as he worked late and needed to fetch me home from school at 10pm as he is always worried about me going home late and I greatly appreciate that. By the time I reached home, it's around 11pm. Although I prefer to take a cab, he does not like me to spend money especially on cabs. But he did not know that I took cab almost every morning to work and he doesn't know about this blog of mine. "Zhou Gong", the God of Dreams, always doesn't want to let me go off easily every morning. So it's not really my fault.

Back to topic. Lao gong gave an hong bao to the postman but he didn't want to accept it. Such kind-hearted person is difficult to find nowadays although I'm one of those too...hahaha

If I have picked up a wallet, I will definitely return the whole wallet including money in it. Unless I only find money, I will wait at the same spot for around 15 min and if nobody comes to look for it, I will take it. If it is a huge amount, I will report to the police. The person must be in need of money or else nobody will withdraw or take a large sum around.

In a country (forogotten the country), people can leave their bags and wallets around and nobody will take away. Definitely not in Singapore with the "gahmen" imposing higher taxes and frequent increment of transport cost leading to higher costs of living.

Monday, September 24, 2007

If We Hold On Together

If We Hold On Together by Diana Ross

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears
All away
Worlds are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let them come
Home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there
In the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark
We'll feel the light
Warm our hearts
Everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
As high
As souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I




I happened to find this song with clips of FF7. I used to play this game together with my brother and Lao gong. But after an incident where I landed in hospital, I stopped playing PS completely. Whenever I touched my nose, I could feel that my right side of my nose bone was slightly protruding. No one knows what happened.

Sometimes, I wish to throw all my unhappiness out of my "window" but things just keep on happening. When will I ever really feel happy again?

His wallet lost

Lao gong lost his wallet the second time within three months. I feel sad because of two matters due to this. Firstly, it was troublesome for him to do many procedures - filing a police report, calling to banks to cancel credit card, re-doing of IC, driving license, NETS and police card, and buying of new wallet. Secondly, he scolded me again due to this.

The first time he lost his wallet was in the States on 17 June 2007 (the first day). I had cravings for dunkin donuts and along the way back to the hotel, we drove to a dunkin donuts cafe and bought a dozen at around 1am. As Gilbert was very tired and the drive from dunkin donuts to the hotel took about an hour, three of us took a nap in the car first. Upon reaching the hotel at 3am, lao gong noticed that his wallet was missing and he suspected that he left his wallet at dunkin donuts. He scolded me for wanting to eat the donuts and caused him to lost his wallet. We searched in the car and even went to the same dunkin donuts cafe and the staffs told us that no wallet was found.

He lost the wallet the second time in Ang Mo Kio MRT station last Sat, 22 September 2007, at around 10pm while he was waiting for me at AMK MRT platform for my train to arrive. I was supposed to call him when I was reaching AMK station but I was deep in thoughts and forgot to call him. Luckily he saw me and boarded the mrt. The wallet was put on his lap and he forgot to take it with him as he quickly rushed into the mrt. Upon reaching Yishun, he noticed his wallet was missing and started scolding me for not calling to him in advance and caused his wallet to go missing. Why is it always my fault to cause the loss of his wallet? As I am typing this, my eyes are filled with tears. I wish he can be more understanding to me and pls, no more coquetry to others. These hurt me and will affect our relationship even when we have been together for almost 10 years. But I know that he will not see this. :'(

We returned to AMK station and couldn't find anything. We even went to the control station to ask but nobody returned the wallet. Furthermore, the wallet is new. It's such a coincidence that both wallets are by Braun Buffel.

The first time when he lost his wallet and scolded me, I endured. But for the second time when he scolded me, I exploded and we quarrelled. I don't know why he carries the pouch for. The pouch is for him to put in his wallet and hp but he put in his cigarettes. I hate people who smoke especially someone who is close to me. I don't believe that when a stressed person smokes, the stress will be gone or lessen. If this were to be true, there aren't such things/occupations as depression, psychiatrist or psychologist. In the end, he apologised for scolding me.

I sincerely hope that someone will return the documents to lao gong even if he/she took the money away. The documents (IC, driving license and his cards) are primary.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

The ache

My body is still aching after kickboxing on Mon as I had no time to do stretching and some warm up. I reached Amore at 7.25pm as the kickboxing class starts at 7.30pm. It was so packed that even all the lockers were taken up including the small lockers. I had to wait for 10 minutes before I saw a lady taking out her barang barang and rushed next to her. During the 10 mins wait, I can't do anything except to see with a hawk's eyes.


The picture is drawn by stickgirl and she is talented in drawing. I love her pictures as her pictures always depict a story behind it.

It has been ages since I had drawn a good picture (excluding scribbling). Let me think...The last I have drawn is in Temasek Poly in my first year and it has been more than 6 years. I truly miss my art lessons in secondary school. My art teacher, Mr Joseph Ng, encouraged me to draw better and Miss Cheryl submitted one of my drawings to a National competition which I won the third prize with $150 cash and a trophy.

The theme was "Movie" and all I can remember is I drew a scene of a movie. $150 was a lot to me during secondary school in Year 1996.The trophy was placed at my secondary school and I couldn't take it back. I didn't even take my drawings which were placed at the notice board (drawings column).

I'm only good at still life where you give me a picture or an object and I will draw it to look like the picture or object. Ever since my mum sent me for art lessons in Pri 1, I started to develop strong predilection of drawing although I was forced to stop my art lessons in Pri 3 due to shifting to Simei. This never stopped me from drawing and I liked to participate in drawing competitions in a bid of winning prizes especially oil pastels in primary school.

I really miss drawing.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Amore

My Planet Fitness package has expired and I seriously need to exercise. I was considering signing up for Amore or Fitness First. After much consideration, I decided to approach Amore as I was afraid that I'm too lazy to go to AMK and my money will be wasted again. Amore is so much convenient for me as one of the fitness centers is near home and the other is nearer to my workplace.
I met up with one of the sales consultant on last Wed and was recommended three types.

A one year plan costs $120 x 12 with an additional charge of $120 for membership fees. It comes with a free month and that adds up to $1669.20 for 13 months after factoring the GST in. A month will cost $128.40.

A two years plan costs $1320 x 2 years with an additional charge of $35 for membership fees. It comes with a free 1GB MP3 player and 3 additional months, and that adds up to $2862.25 for 27 months after factoring the GST in. A month will cost $106.01.

A three years plan costs $1320 x 3 years with an additional charge of $35 for membership fees. It comes with a free 1GB MP3 player and 8 additional months, and that adds up to $4274.65 for 44 months after factoring the GST in. A month will cost $97.15.

I decided to take up the two years plan which I can pay by installment of 24 months through credit card. I do not wish to commit into the 3 years plan as I will probably be moving out of this estate when married. The sales consultant did the procedures and after more than 10 minutes of waiting, I was told that the plan for two years can only be processed for 12 months installments. So I decided to sign up for three years plan (one year plan is bo-hua) which she said it can be processed for 24 months installment. But she came back to me saying that Citibank can only be used for 12 months installments. I can't afford paying $4274.65/12 which is around $356 per month with my miserable pay.

The supervisor came and tried to convince me to pay a lump sum of $1500 to ease the installment but I'm currently saving up to buy a rolex asap as the discount for rolex is too attractive. Moreover I still owe my own bank account money. I have been dipping into other savings account which I seldom touched as that account is purely for savings. If I take any money out from this savings account, I have the habit to put the money back. I asked the sales consultant whether there was any discount if I were to pay a whole lump sum but there isn't. So no point paying all. I told my sales consultant to let me go home to consider. She tried me into giving more vouchers and waiving off my membership fees. And she managed to psycho me to sign up the two years plan. Used my credit card and was denied as I forgot that I used the card to pay for my school fees that is more than $3300. I called up Citibank to raise my credit limit but was denied as well as I wasn't with them for more than 6 months and her attitude was quite bad.

I paid a deposit of $107 and came back to Amore on last Fri to pay after settling my credit card bills. And forgetful me utilised the card on last Thur and exceeded the credit limit again. I called up to Citibank again and the person was very helpful. I do not want to use other cards as I want to earn more air miles. Citibank PremierMiles card (under Visa Signature) gives 1.2 air miles for every $1 spent and I'm lacking of 6000 krisflyer miles to go to Hong Kong free and a few hundreds mile to be upgraded to Silver. I doubt I will reach PPS.

Signed up with Amore finally and was given the vouchers. The vouchers were pretty useless to me. I thought I can have a $100 voucher which I can use it to buy the hipscarf and gloves for their classes but it is just a 15% discount voucher and other useless vouchers. The good thing is there is a free packet of milk every time I come for a workout. I'm auntie mah. Got free things, I will definitely like it.

The next day (Sat), I went to CardioLatino - a dance workout. I like this because it's fun to learn different dance steps but it is not "siong" enough. After the class, I went for threadmill running.

I went for threadmill running again on Monday and kickboxing yesterday. Kickboxing is "siong" and left me exhausted. At least 30 push-up are in-corporated in kickboxing with some running and abs training. Sibei siong for a person who seldom exercise but I love the workout.
Bellyblitz sounds interesting. In the brochure, it states this: An entrancing signature class with moves inspired from Belly Dance that targets not just the abdomen but all parts of the body. This comes from combining traditional belly dancing moves and infusing it with aerobics techniques. Learn to do hip shimmy with style while toning your upper body with sensuous movements. Mobilize your arms, hips and target your chest area to reveal a confident, new you! Sounds interesting, yah?

School is restarting soon on 25 Sept and there comes my hectic life again. I wonder whether I am able to go Amore at least three times a week to make my money worth when school reopens. I just hope to lose 1 inch in every parts of my body by month end. Just a inch will do.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Supernatural Experience

I am having mixed feelings about supernatural be it ghosts or power. Is it a good or bad thing to have supernaturnal forces around us? Seriously, I don't know.

I encountered ample times but most of the time I heard it. It's just like what I have encountered today.

I was in a cab to work this morning. Initially, I thought the taxi uncle was playing some Malay songs in a soft tune although I looked at the car decal that he's a Chinese. Halfway, I looked at the cost meter and noticed the radio was not even switched on. I listened hard and heard a "guy" singing and sobbing at the same time. Upon turning into a small road to my office, I even heard laughter. I am considered lucky not to see anything.

During the past few years, I have been hearing weird things. Here are some supernatural incidents that occurred:

1. Someone was singing at about 4.45am so I asked my younger brother why someone was singing early in the morning loudly. But he said that he didn't hear anything.


2. I was in the kitchen and heard buddhism chanting. During the first few times, I was afraid that I would quickly run to the living room even when I was brushing my teeth. As time goes by, I got used to it. Probably "it" has been protecting me.

3. I waited for lao gong for such a long time from 9.30pm to 11.30pm as he promised me that he would fetch me and it was late at night in Chinatown. I called him but nobody answered so I took a cab to his company and dashed up. I was arguing with him and despite my loud shoutings, the lady with long permed hair, with her back facing me stood in front of the big printer, did not make any actions to stop us. I saw her walk to the back of office and didn't see her again. Then a short hair girl (I prefer to call her a girl because of her immature thinking). She came out and pointed her middle finger at me when my bf's back was facing her. Therefore he couldn't see it. In a fit of anger, I scolded her "bitch". She should be happy that I didn't scold something worse. After a while, I cooled down and asked my bf why he did not tell me there are two females - one long permed hair and one shoulder length hair, working late with him but he kept on insisting there were only one. Immediately I knew something was wrong and I asked him to pack his things. He knew what I was hinting about and we left the bitchy girl behind.

4. I was standing at the front door of the bus and I saw a bike ride slowly at the expressway. It was a small bike and yet, there was a plump lady as a pillion. I presume it's a lady because of the clothings that she wear. When the bus passed the bike, I was filled with sudden unbelief. There wasn't any pillion at all! There was just the rider himself only.

While I am typing all these, my hair stands.


5. I do not know whether I have supernatural powers because some tragedies that I dreamt just become real. I dreamt about disastrous earthquake in Japan where many people died and it happened the next day. I dreamt about another earthquake in Taiwan/Thailand in Dec 2007 and I even told my bf about it because the images were just too real for me not to believe. I could only see a country starting "T" in my dreams so I think it's either Taiwan or Thailand. Anyway, he didn't believe that and I doubt he will remeber because I always tell him lots of things. I'm too talkative...but towards him only. Even if he believed it, we couldn't do anything because it's a natural disaster. After a few days, news reported an major earthquake in Taiwan causing internet lines to become slow.

6. I dreamt about my ex-bf call to me. He had not call me for many years and on the same day of the dream, he called!

7. I cursed people before and if I cursed people at a certain period of time, it will come true. UNBELIEVABLE! But I hate to believe it but I just have to believe it myself. I can't forgive people easily if they make a big lie or backstabbed me. Although I'm a straight-forward person who will just say out, I will still think of that matter and hatred started to develop. Deep in my heart, I will just curse that person. I believe many people will curse a person who he/she hates because all of us are not saints. The same applies to me.

8. I dreamt about Milan winning a big match but I'm not a soccer fan so I do not know what Milan is that. I asked Lao Gong and he told me that Champions League is coming so it's either AC Milan or Inter Milan. He helped me to place bets on both teams. $5 on each team on that day when the Singapore Pool starts the betting on Champions League. The rate is not bad. AC Milan: For every $1, I will get $15 so betting $5, I will get back $75. Inter Milan: For every $1, I will get $13.50 so betting $5, I will get back $67.50. Indeed, AC Milan won Liverpool by 2-1. We won $65 after deducting $10 of what we spent to bet. I was suggesting to him that we will go to Shangri La or Sheraton for high tea because I love high tea. But in the end, we ate "zhe char" and ordered chilli crab and spent the rest eating at Crystal Jade.

9. I vividly heard someone give me 4 numbers to buy as that "person" was sort of shouting and I jumped out of my bed. So I just bet $3 big and $2 small on that Sat. I bought again on Sunday and it didn't come out. The next Sat, I didn't bother to buy because I did not wish to waste my money. The next day (Sun), lao gong asked me whether I wanted to buy any numbers and I said no and told him that the number won't come out. The next moment, I tripped. I told him again that it won't come out and I tripped again. So lao gong didn't help me to buy. On Monday, I saw the number...it's the second prize. There goes my 6K! No luck for me so it's not considered as lucky.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Liar Liar

I found out something last Saturday at AMK Hub which made me feel mirthless and my heart was filled with anger.

Last Saturday, Lao Gong accompanied me to KK Clinic for routine check-up to see whether my cyst has disappeared so that I do not have to go for surgery. I was happy to hear from the doctor that my cyst has become smaller so my next check-up will be in 6 months time instead of the usual 2 months. My gynae was nice because I needed not have to pay for my consultation.

We went to AMK Hub to shop after my check-up. As we were walking to the upper levels, I saw a shop called D*tti. To think that I have proposed this before to my aunt, who owned this shop, to partner together but she said that the rent is high and couldn't afford it. BULLSHIT!

I even calculated the expenses and profits for her and said that by renting a shop in AMK Hub, we will be able to earn profits because AMK does not have any shopping centres and AMK Hub is surrounded by school, factories, companies and . She even said that the capital is huge - near to a six digit figure. Is she looking down on a young gal (OK, I'm not young already) that I am unable to fork out half of it? She is my mum's elder sister and she lied to me. She can just simply tell me straight to the point that she does not want to partner with me rather than lying to me.

My mood became bad for the whole day. I told Lao Gong we must earn and save lots of money so that I am able to fly to France to earn the art of making cakes and open my own patisserie. I don't know whether this will come true because I'm still studying part-time and will only graduate in 2 years time. By that time, I'm in my late twenties and I do not know whether I have the type of enterprising energy to fulfil this dream of mine. My degree (known as expensive toilet paper to me) will be wasted. Time will be wasted for my studies. Money will be wasted too. Most importantly, I don't like the idea of staying overseas alone. Another option is to work in hotel industry and learn secretly from the chef.


Because of this matter, I'm still lacking of gaiety and happiness till now.


I bought a bar of snickers to stimulate the secretion of endorphins this afternoon.





No changes to my mood after eating it. I shall pop by Royce or Godiva today to buy chocolates. Royce/Godiva, here I come to eat you!

Monday, January 22, 2007

Dream dress

I went to shop for Chinese New Year dresses on last Sat with Lao Gong at Paragon because I felt like wearing dresses for CNY.

We passed by a boutique called POIS and I kept on looking at a white dress with floral prints on a manequin. Upon seeing my eyes glued on the dress, lao gong asked me to go in although I had told him that the dresses are expensive. So both of us went in.

I asked a salesperson, Kelly, to show me the dress on the manequin. She explained to me that the dress was the only piece on the manequin and showed me a similar dress in purple. Although she wanted to take off the dress for me to try, I told her that I would try the purple dress because I did not want to trouble her.

Gosh...the dress fitted me perfectly! I have difficulty looking for dresses because my bosoms are quite big, waist is quite small and bum is big. It was very rare to find a dress that fits me perfectly. Even lao gong said that the dress looked gorgeous on me.

I wanted to buy the dress but when I saw the price, I almost fainted.

$3500+ for the purple dress!!!

When I asked Kelly the price of the white dress with floral prints on the manequin, it cost $4500+. As explained by her, the dress was totally handmade from silk by using a wheel machine and not by those machines which produced cloth in bulk. It will probably take a few weeks to make the material and hence that explained the exorbitant price. The touch was totally different from other normal silk as it was very soft and cooling.

She knew from my expression that the dress was expensive and recommended me other dresses. I liked another green dress that she showed to me but the dress costs $800+.
I had to leave the shop immediately because they were so many pretty dresses in the boutique and I was afraid I might kiss goodbye to my money. How I wish I could own the shop!

Although I didn't buy any dress, I had to say the service by Kelly was fantastic. She wanted to help me to dress and undress but I felt embarassed so I declined her offer. Secondly, she explained the reason of the exorbitant price of the dress patiently and thirdly, she did not look down on us although lao gong and I were wearing jeans and recommended more dresses with a smile on her face.

In fact, the shops (G-star, POIS, GG<5, face="arial">like "walking carrots". It's totally different from others who had said that the salesperson at Paragon were snobbish and did not bother to entertain them. But it's bad to look like "walking carrots".

Now, the white floral dress has become my dream dress as it will only appear in my dreams (unless I strike Toto this week). I think I even have to dream about striking Toto too because the probability is too low and almost impossible.


My dream dress

We went to other shops and all the dresses looked ugly when compared to POIS. Lao gong commented that he had to believe in "yi4 fen1 qian2, yi4 fen1 huo4".

In the end, I bought two dresses from GG<5.>

He gave 10/10 for the dress in POIS. When I asked him to buy for me, he kept quiet about it.

I love the dress but I just can't bear to part my money on an expensive dress that costs $4500+. Probably the day will arrive when I earn $5000 per month and I will buy it.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Arguing

Nobody wants to argue or quarrel with me.

Even my mum and lao gong said that I can argue for several days non-stop and they are sort of afraid of me. Even when they are sleeping or in the toilet, I will just keep on yacking.

I am a type of person who can't sit or stand quietly if someone provodes me. If a person tries to provode me, I will "reciprocate the favors". They are doing me a favor by quarreling with me. The more they quarrel with me, the happier I am. I'm a weirdo.

I will argue with the person no matter how long it takes. I can still remember when I was in Primary school, I argued with my classmate's mother for very long until she stomped off. She said that I pushed her daughter down which was simply ridiculous. I was so skinny that time that even the wind could just blow me away while her daughter was so big sized. It was definitely not the truth so I quarreled with her while I saw her daughter hiding.

She stomped off, complained to my mum and my mum scolded me. But the usual me quarreled back and got beatings. I was so used to her beatings that I did not even feel the pain.

My mum always said that I should become a lawyer since young since I like to argue. Until one day, my result showed that I can go into legal studies and she forbiddened me to study that course. All she said is "No future at all!" I suspected that she was afraid that I liked to argue more if I start to study legal studies. Or even worse, offend people with my mouth.

In Les Dames, a dames (Soluna') argues with me today. Alas, someone argues with me. I have been waiting so long for someone to provode me because my family members and friends know that I can't be provoded. She interpreted wrongly and said what I had said was contradicting. Of course, I had to argue back since it's a paragraph that is straight to the point and yet she made a hoo-haa out of it. Furthermore I did not make any personal attack on anyone when I wrote "Dun tell me a person do not have the basic common sense that it's an additional expenditure from seeing my post. Then the person truly does not exercise his/her intellect ability" unless she thinks it's she herself. Then it's she herself who orchestrates her own personal attack by being pitiful to let people think that I'm pin-pointing at her. I do not care what others think about me - be it a good or bad person. All I want is to argue.

Argument equivalent to argumentative verbal exchange adds fun to my life. Or else life is so boring.

However I only argue when someone steps onto my tail. I will let the person to have a taste of her medicine in double dosage. On the other hand, I will return twice to the person if the person treats me well sincerely.

My arguing helps during shopping where the term mysteriously changed to "bargain". I can bargain until the price slashed from RM$180 to RM$60 in KL. Even in Far East Plaza, I can even slash the price to 80% of the original price. In Causeway Point, I bargained and managed to get 30% - 50% discount for the watches.

Without shopping, life is boring too.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Looking for a new flat in AMK

Gahmen is always urging people to get married but it's so difficult to buy a flat. Lao gong and I do not have inside info from HDB regarding about WIS.

Even when HDB hasn't announced WIS, I will able to see people queuing at 6pm at HDB hub when the actual WIS starts the next day.

Balloting is so difficult to get when thousands of people applied and only 200 people will get it.

Even the condo prices have risen so much in the past few months. Probably they expect us to stay with our in-laws. But I would rather not get married. I prefer "er ren shi jie" first.

Imagine we are trying for a baby and they come knocking on the door! Or they probably do something worse? Eg: Peeping in, listening, opening the door with their key....

How I hope a sweetie is able to tell me about HDB inside info about WIS! We (or probably it's just him) would love to have a new flat in AMK or somewhere near AMK. I would give you a big hug and treat (but he pays)...hehe