Last Saturday, Lao Gong accompanied me to KK Clinic for routine check-up to see whether my cyst has disappeared so that I do not have to go for surgery. I was happy to hear from the doctor that my cyst has become smaller so my next check-up will be in 6 months time instead of the usual 2 months. My gynae was nice because I needed not have to pay for my consultation.
We went to AMK Hub to shop after my check-up. As we were walking to the upper levels, I saw a shop called D*tti. To think that I have proposed this before to my aunt, who owned this shop, to partner together but she said that the rent is high and couldn't afford it. BULLSHIT!
I even calculated the expenses and profits for her and said that by renting a shop in AMK Hub, we will be able to earn profits because AMK does not have any shopping centres and AMK Hub is surrounded by school, factories, companies and . She even said that the capital is huge - near to a six digit figure. Is she looking down on a young gal (OK, I'm not young already) that I am unable to fork out half of it? She is my mum's elder sister and she lied to me. She can just simply tell me straight to the point that she does not want to partner with me rather than lying to me.
My mood became bad for the whole day. I told Lao Gong we must earn and save lots of money so that I am able to fly to France to earn the art of making cakes and open my own patisserie. I don't know whether this will come true because I'm still studying part-time and will only graduate in 2 years time. By that time, I'm in my late twenties and I do not know whether I have the type of enterprising energy to fulfil this dream of mine. My degree (known as expensive toilet paper to me) will be wasted. Time will be wasted for my studies. Money will be wasted too. Most importantly, I don't like the idea of staying overseas alone. Another option is to work in hotel industry and learn secretly from the chef.
Because of this matter, I'm still lacking of gaiety and happiness till now.
I bought a bar of snickers to stimulate the secretion of endorphins this afternoon.
No changes to my mood after eating it. I shall pop by Royce or Godiva today to buy chocolates. Royce/Godiva, here I come to eat you!
